Thursday, November 8, 2007

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I haven't been called. That worries me. I was going to call shortly after dinner, but then I ended up needing to go to piano lessons, so I couldn't. Ugh!

I think I'm going to stay with piano lessons longer. I just need to remember to practice more often.

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Nervous + Excitement = Confusion??

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I feel very confused. I'm nervous because I find out tomorrow if I get a job offer or not, and then I also get to borrow something expensive of someone else's for a weekend.

But then there's something else going on tomorrow that I nearly forgot about. PIANO LESSON. CRAP! I didn't practice this last week at all. I think I'm going to have to give up the piano because I just can't do it and I've just lost interest in it. It really sucks, but, hey, there's nothing I can do. While I'd really like to be able to play the instrument, even if I do practice, I don't feel like I get anywhere. Stupid brain! Stop being so weird!

And then I expect BestBuy to call tomorrow at dinner time. I'll post and tell what they have to say.

But here's the exciting part. I get to borrow my friend's laptop over the weekend. He needed it restored, and he has Vista, so he said I can experiment with Vista and then I could blow the system away for him at the same time. That way I can get at least some time in with using Vista without being watched in a store. Maybe I'll learn something from it...

Anyways, I hope I can get some practicing in tonight with my piano, and maybe I can decide if I'm going to give it up. It's a hard decision, and sometimes I feel like I'm only staying with it because another one of my friends wants to learn it too and I promised that I would teach her at least a few things.

I guess I need to do some serious thinking about this. Is it more important that I want to play it, or that I simply can't stand it sometimes?

It almost makes me wonder if my dad is really just wasting the $20 a week.

*howls*

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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

AWKWARD!!

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This morning before class started, I was sitting in the commons with my friends, just like any other morning. They were talking about some guy they like, and one of them whose name shall not be mentioned pointed out how I looked extremely bored or something like that. Of course, I had nothing to do with their conversation, so what else did I have to do other than be bored to death?

Anyways, the same friend said it would be really weird for them to talk about girls because they are girls, and here's the good part, and I quote, "you don't like girls."

That's true. But if that is taken out of context, as it is there, it gives a very, very, very different impression.

You see, I'm asexual. I don't like girls or guys. So, as you can see, just leaving it at "you don't like girls", while true, is very misleading, because most people automatically assume that if you don't like girls, you like guys, and I obviously don't.

I just hope that my other friend caught that there was more to the sentence than was actually said, because they didn't know that I am asexual, while the friend that mentioned it did.

Awkward. It sucks.

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Monday, November 5, 2007

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It's official. I'm a myspacer now. I myspace. It's sad. It's myspace.

Now that I've used that "word" as a noun, adjective, and verb, time to move on.

PARAMORE! GASP! </shamelessPlu>

I feel quite strange right now. I can't even describe it. I'm going to try to write about it and post it.

Screw it. Writing isn't really working, but I guess what I really want is someone to miss. I kind of want someone to be really excited to see everyday to the point that I can't stand to be without her there. I guess that sounds like I want a girlfriend, huh? The strange part is that I don't want another relationship that deep. All I know is I'm just missing something. It sucks.

Anyways, I'm sure you all don't want to hear about my problems anyways.

*howls*

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Sunday, November 4, 2007

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Several months ago, I submitted to the relentless requests of several of my friends who wanted me to get a myspace profile. I'm still not ecstatic about it, and I don't think I've logged into it but three times.

So I checked my email this evening and guess what I found in my inbox. Go ahead.

A friend request.

Okay, so I got one. Not to terribly interesting. I just didn't have any idea who it was.

So I opened up the link in the email and look at the picture.

My sister-in-law! Somehow she managed to find out that I have a stupid myspace thingy just a few days ago.

I don't know if I want to let her see my profile. Some things are just better left outside the family, I think.

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Friday, November 2, 2007

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Two hours, one failed parking attempt, two different people, and something of six handshakes, I've been interviewed.

They leave me hanging until Thursday as to my status as hired or not.

The general manager asked a lot of tough questions, but I think I could answer them proficiently. I just hope it's enough.

And unfortunately, I am being hired seasonally, so I might not have a job after December. :(

Whatever. It's only 10:48, but I'm tired. So I'm off for bed.

*howls*

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Thursday, November 1, 2007

Ugh.

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Tomorrow's the day. Wish me luck again... :)

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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

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Now I'm being "Strongly advised" to take part in an after-school activity. I was encouraged to take part in the FBLA group at my school. Specifically in the Network Design category. I don't know if I'm going to, but I'm leaning towards it because I know it'd be good for my future and I get some exposure to the professional skills I'd need. There's only one problem, and that's that the club thingy meets on Mondays, I believe. Monday, at dinner time. The only thing that could be worse is if it were Thursday! But at any rate, the club sponsor (I think they call it a club... maybe "organization") has encouraged me to join. We'll just have to see what happens.

I took a speaking test in Spanish today. Passed well. Got a 23 out of 24 points. :)

The excitement about my interview is really kinda dwindling down and being replaced by nervousness. I'm still ecstatic about getting this far with it, but I'm still getting nervous. I keep thinking they have far more qualified people lined up for the job, or something to that effect.... Whatever.

I need to stop playing Xbox 360... I started playing Need For Speed: Carbon this last weekend, and I'm already 60% done with the career mode. Whoo.... I'm just worried I'm going to lose my favorite car in the game, a 1337-ified Mazda RX-7.

Anyways, it's 10:42, and I need to get in the shower so I can get in bed soon.

*howls no different than usual, even though it is Halloween...*

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Monday, October 29, 2007

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I GOT THE CALL!

Yes, THE call. From Best Buy. I got to the face-to-face interview stage! All I can say right now is something Selena said: "Me siento muy... muy... muy... EXCITED!" Yeah. I know.

My interview is Friday at 5:00 PM. I'm excited and just a tiny bit nervous. I'm so excited, I can't even explain it!

Wish me luck, and if they say I'm hired on Friday, I'll definitely post about it here!

*howls*

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Sunday, October 21, 2007

You'll never see me do that again

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You'll never guess what I have open in one of my Firefox tabs. Let's give a little explanation, and see if you can figure it out.

For a good three or four or some-odd years now, I have been aware of the fact that I am a therian, though I didn't learn that term until recently, relatively speaking. No more than three years ago, I started to say I was "god-doubting" or agnostic. I thought that was hard for me. Then, I began to call it like it is and said I was atheist. This is among the most difficult things for me to handle. You see, all of my friends in the real world (even though I'd like to believe that my friends on the internet are no different in person than they are on the internet)are Christian, either Catholic or Protestant. Then there's my parents! Both of them rather dedicated Christians though not exactly traditional, I guess I'd say. They're open to a lot of ideas, but they still say everything is because of God, be good to go to Heaven, else you'll go to Hell.

Well, I'll go on after this short break of thought. Can you guess what I have in my Firefox tabs? I have the King James Version of the Holy Bible open! For an English assignment. Now, what if I were offended by this assumption that every student in the school is either Christian or not offended? (I am, somewhat, by the way) Anyways...

According to Wikipedia, Mr. President says I am not a citizen, then, because this is "one nation under God." Tell me, Mr. President, where does the Constitution and it's amendments that you were elected to uphold say that atheists are not citizens? Last time I checked, I have a social security number from this government, and I don't have a green card because I don't need one. I'm a citizen by birth, regardless of religion or lack thereof.

I'm done being ticked off by people assuming I'm Christian...

Our home phone is "dead as a doornail" to quote my father. When we call it from a cell phone, it says it's busy, but there's only a phone and a computer on the line, and neither were using it.

We had pizza for dinner tonight. We usually order from Godfather's, but my dad really wanted to try this other place. It was expensive, and it wasn't even as good as Godfather's. I liked their pepperoni, it had a much sharper taste than Godfather's, but that doesn't justify the price difference. I guess we're sticking with Godfather's in the future!

Well, it's almost 10:30 and I've yet to get in the shower. I have to get up early enough for school tomorrow. Ugh.

*howls*

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